- Away for So Long -

been away for so long! Sorry peeps! Lotsa things had happened which i won't elaborate of course thank you very much! hahahah

Anyway, Im sick!! Dammit!!! Havin that flu and bad sore throat!! Was on leave for 2days. Missin tat sumone...well,...actually missin 3pple out there!!! but ..... hehehhehe Anyway, tomorrow i'll be on afternoon shift. Next week is HARI RAYA!! Wow!! So fast! Sadly i just don't feel the spirit of Hari Raya. I've been feelin like this since my Late Grandpa died. And tat was back in 1998!!!! Ya.... I always went along with it but dun really have that spirit to celebrate! And i don't even have money to distribute to lil kids out there!! Erm...mayb cuz i bought myself a new phone, HP IPAQ? hehehehe yeah...i noe... no money but still want to splurge! Well....tot of treatin myself to somethin nice since ive been feelin so down and depressed lately! Yipee~~~ so much for new beginning huh??

Actually... i do miss my ex.....*sad* i miss him alot!!!!! But tat damn aaaaarrrggghhhh.........i won't even mentioned it over here!!! Just dunwan to have anythin to do with that family anymore!!!

I miss all my frenz but....ive no one to talk to cuz they are all far away from me... So hence, the wall's my fren...cuz they dun mind me ventin my anger or frustration or sadness on them.... I've made some good collies....Indrani & Lory! Surprisingly huh??!! hahahah....... And i was so touched and almost broke into tears upon knowing that Indrani actually prayed for me when she was at the temple before coming to work!!! She knows that i've been feelin sad lately so she actually tot of me and prayed for me!! Thanx Indrani!!! I never expected tat so im very very VERY touched by wat u did!!! Thank you!!

Haiz.... can't sleep! Somethin just happened and i don't like it at all!! dammit!! So hard to please some pple!! When im kiddin, they're always misunderstood me!! And don't even bother to apologise!! Dammit!!!!

K lah.... im gonna do wat i think i need to do...*have no idea wat im supposed to do* im irritated with this stupid sore throat of mine!!! Laterz peepz......